Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Cops Are Dirty.....
Watch "Dash Cam Video Shows Fatal Shooting of Ernest Duenez Jr by Manteca Police 360p" on YouTube
When I seen this video it literally had me in tears. Everybody wonder why we do not like the police simple they dirty, dirty,dirty........
Gossiping
Have you ever heard someone gossiping about another individual behind their back? I do not understand how an individual claim that this person is their friend but talks about that same friend to someone else.I have seen and heard it a million times. Backstabbers are what they are usually called.... If you cannot say what you have to say to that person face do not say it at all. Can you imagine if people stop being fake to one another that friendships/relationships will be a whole lot better.
People always ask, "Why I stay to myself?" because I do not want people to put my name in nothing. Even though, I stay to myself people talk about me behind my back but that small talk do not phase me. I have two beautiful kids who deserve my attention the most. Honestly, its not only friends that gossip, its family too, truly the ones who claim they love you the most are the ones talking about you like you are a bum on the street.
People always ask, "Why I stay to myself?" because I do not want people to put my name in nothing. Even though, I stay to myself people talk about me behind my back but that small talk do not phase me. I have two beautiful kids who deserve my attention the most. Honestly, its not only friends that gossip, its family too, truly the ones who claim they love you the most are the ones talking about you like you are a bum on the street.
All the he say, she say stuff really not cool. That's how people get hurt and disliked. I am the type of person who do not mind letting you know how I feel. I do not like fake people, that's just like drinking spoil milk. Never judge a book by its cover because you never know what it been through. People talk about each other every single day...
Let's do each other a favor by:
STOP GOSSIPING
Saturday, March 30, 2013
The Love of My Life
I love this man..... He is my sunshine when it rain. We have our ups and downs but what relationship do not have problems. He is the father of my kids. My soon to be husband.
He is the love of my life
My Family
I love my family. I'm a better person because of the people I have chosen to be in my life, and a better person because of the ones I have chosen not to be a part of my life!
Memories
The best thing in life is the memories you have been given because no one can take them from you.
Joy
Family
A Tragedy ( I MISS MY BROTHER)
Milwaukee police have not yet released the names of any victims, though the family of one victim told FOX6 News 22-year-old Alexander Cross was killed.
The Cross family said just before 7:00 p.m. Saturday, Cross was playing basketball with a group at Atkinson Park. Cross’ family said a group rushed the court and began firing their weapons.
Hours later, the entire perimeter of the park was taped off as Milwaukee police officers continued to gather evidence.
Cross’ family told FOX6 News Cross was an honest man who worked two jobs to support his younger siblings.
“He wasn’t no gang banger. He was a good young man. He didn’t bother nobody,” Ludie Cross, Cross’ aunt said.
Cross’ family said he was a graduate of Vincent High School in Milwaukee. They said he had ambitions of one day becoming an entertainer.
No one has been taken into custody in connection with this shooting.
MILWAUKEE — 19-year-old Jovan Newman will face trial in the murder of Alexander Cross.
Newman is charged with first-degree reckless homicide and bail jumping.
Cross was shot on September 29th while playing basketball with a group at Atkinson Park in Milwaukee. Cross’ family told FOX6 News back in September, a group rushed the court and began firing their weapons.
Three other people were shot and wounded in the incident.
Witnesses later identified Newman as the gunman in this incident. The criminal complaint indicates Newman had a black semi-automatic handgun and fired between 10 and 13 shots that September evening.
Cross died at the scene.
Newman will be back in court on January 10th, where he is expected to enter a plea. If convicted of the charges, Newman faces up to 60 years in prison.
The Cross family said just before 7:00 p.m. Saturday, Cross was playing basketball with a group at Atkinson Park. Cross’ family said a group rushed the court and began firing their weapons.
Hours later, the entire perimeter of the park was taped off as Milwaukee police officers continued to gather evidence.
Cross’ family told FOX6 News Cross was an honest man who worked two jobs to support his younger siblings.
“He wasn’t no gang banger. He was a good young man. He didn’t bother nobody,” Ludie Cross, Cross’ aunt said.
Cross’ family said he was a graduate of Vincent High School in Milwaukee. They said he had ambitions of one day becoming an entertainer.
No one has been taken into custody in connection with this shooting.
MILWAUKEE — 19-year-old Jovan Newman will face trial in the murder of Alexander Cross.
Newman is charged with first-degree reckless homicide and bail jumping.
Cross was shot on September 29th while playing basketball with a group at Atkinson Park in Milwaukee. Cross’ family told FOX6 News back in September, a group rushed the court and began firing their weapons.
Three other people were shot and wounded in the incident.
Witnesses later identified Newman as the gunman in this incident. The criminal complaint indicates Newman had a black semi-automatic handgun and fired between 10 and 13 shots that September evening.
Cross died at the scene.
Newman will be back in court on January 10th, where he is expected to enter a plea. If convicted of the charges, Newman faces up to 60 years in prison.
Thoughts
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. "
Today I woke up thinking about both my brothers. I miss them both so much, they were both my older brothers. They were always there for me no matter what. It hurts me that my kids will not be able to see their uncles.
I wouldn't be who I am today...If not for those I have loved along the way. We never really recover from losing our loved ones, we just get used to the pain in our heart & the ache in our soul. A smile, a laugh, a smell, a song. There are so many things remind of them. But their voice is the one thing I would give anything to hear one last time. Love them.
If you love someone tell them, Tomorrow is promised to no one. Get over the anger and move on and enjoy the time left with them. Yes this means you.
Friday, March 29, 2013
Having a High School Diploma/GED
One goal I will like to accomplish is going back to school. I really want more knowledge on what I do not know. I want to major in IT for many reasons because I like computers/electronics and basically learning new things. I focus on what is ahead of me, not what was behind me.
Another goal I will like to accomplish is finding a good job. Most jobs today requires a High School Diploma/GED. I like typing and writing so that can be something I will like an occupation in. Learning new things are what life goals are all about.
The most important goal I will like to accomplish is becoming a successful person. Without a diploma or GED and a good education you will not get much accomplished. Since I like writing I want to one day publish a book. I know I will become this very successful individual because I think about the positive things that will keep me on track.
Although, I am on the right path of becoming famous I do not let the negative things intimidate me. I have self-confidence in what I strive on doing. I am taking GED classes to start my goals off and by me focusing on things that encourage my life goals I know I will succeed.
Staying Healthy
One reason I remain in good health is by exercising. Walking and doing crunches are what I do to strengthen my muscles. I also try to exercise my heart and mind by doing yoga. Taking care of my kids is a huge part of my daily exercise for my body and mind.
Another reason I remain in good health is by eating healthy. Eating some vegetables and sticking to a regular diet are some ways I try to remain in good shape. I have slowed down on eating fast food and really focus on things like salads, fruits, and whole grain items. Taking vitamins are also a part of staying healthy.
The most important reason I remain in good health is by having motivation. Without motivation I will have self-doubt. I try to focus on the positive by saying, "YES I CAN," because Obama made it clear that you can do anything you want. That is why I know I can succeed in my future of being healthy.
Although, it is hard trying to stick with a daily routine, I always manage to keep my strength to follow the ways I plan on staying healthy. Recently, my daughter skin had broken out making her skin very drying and peeling excessive. I really did not know what to do but I let my body and mind exercise by focusing on thinking of some steps to help this matter and make a plan on what she can eat and to keep her body healthy.
A Day In My Shoes
Do you think you can last a day in my shoes? I am a normal, young independent mother, everything I have I work hard for. I never had a fancy life nor as a child could I afford all the expensive things my peers had. From all the stress from losing both my brothers and well life its self is very difficult. I have big dreams, I love to write, and I enjoy the quality time with my kids.
Some people dislike me because I tell it like it is, but that do not stop me from having fun. My life is not easy but I can always manage. I am that person who helps anybody but when I need someone to help me there are few who would come to my aide.
I am smart, caring and dependable. I was a victim of bullying and domestic violence. I have two beautiful kids that make my world go round. I am always there to give advice to those that need it. I do not have many friends because they are backstabbers. Many people always wonder why I stay to myself its simple I do not have time for the drama.
I am simply me I cannot pretend to be someone else. I want to do many things still have not came to a conclusion on what I really want to do. So do you think you can last a day in my shoes?
Some people dislike me because I tell it like it is, but that do not stop me from having fun. My life is not easy but I can always manage. I am that person who helps anybody but when I need someone to help me there are few who would come to my aide.
I am simply me I cannot pretend to be someone else. I want to do many things still have not came to a conclusion on what I really want to do. So do you think you can last a day in my shoes?
Bullying and Violence
I notice since I been here on Earth that things are crazy. I mean look at all the violence and bullying. I cannot say how many people can relate to being bullied or being a victim of some kind of violence, but I do know that there may be an incident that occurred in your life that changed your life forever.
Bullying is a form of aggressive behavior that is intentional, hurtful, (physical and psychological), and/or threatening and persistent (repeated). I, myself have been a victim of bullying from my kindergarten year on up to my sixth grade year. From all the name calling and people picking on me, I felt like a nobody. I always had this soft heart, well still do, I guess being nice to people you will still be mistreated. Maybe I was a threat to those who bullied me or they just wanted to fit in with friends or whatever the reason. I was picked on for being quiet and I never told anyone because I felt ashamed because I cannot stand up for myself as I have been taught.I hated life and everyone in it, but nobody care about my feelings. All they cared about hurting my feelings. My life is not perfect but I can say it is better than my school days. When I started standing up for myself I was in the sixth grade, I told myself I am sick of all the name calling and intimidation, now is the time you let people know how you feel. I felt better afterward but I still was scared on the inside and never did I show it on the outside.
Violence is the intentional use of physical force or power, threatened or actual, against a person, or against a group or community, that either results in or has a high likelihood of resulting in injury, death, psychological harm, maldevelopment or deprivation. I lost my brother five months ago, due to gun violence. I still do not know why people kill other people it is stupid. My brother was a hard worker, young, and would help out anyone. To lose your life at the age twenty-two is just crazy. Even though, you can lose your life at any age..... for me I cannot help but think about losing two brothers who were both twenty-two but died of different causes and different years. Their death and being bullied has affected my life. Sometimes I get depressed because I wonder what will happen to me when I turn Twenty-two. I try not to think negative but I do worry about that. It is still unbelievable that both my brothers are gone but I know they would not want me to be unhappy.
Life its self will make you wonder. The most important things we ask in life is, "When will all the bullying and violence end?" No one knows but forever will I have memories of violence and being bullied. I try to express myself by writing because I cannot seem to verbally talk out my problems I have. So always remember it is best to say how you feel and avoid keeping it in to cause stress.
Bullying is a form of aggressive behavior that is intentional, hurtful, (physical and psychological), and/or threatening and persistent (repeated). I, myself have been a victim of bullying from my kindergarten year on up to my sixth grade year. From all the name calling and people picking on me, I felt like a nobody. I always had this soft heart, well still do, I guess being nice to people you will still be mistreated. Maybe I was a threat to those who bullied me or they just wanted to fit in with friends or whatever the reason. I was picked on for being quiet and I never told anyone because I felt ashamed because I cannot stand up for myself as I have been taught.I hated life and everyone in it, but nobody care about my feelings. All they cared about hurting my feelings. My life is not perfect but I can say it is better than my school days. When I started standing up for myself I was in the sixth grade, I told myself I am sick of all the name calling and intimidation, now is the time you let people know how you feel. I felt better afterward but I still was scared on the inside and never did I show it on the outside.
Violence is the intentional use of physical force or power, threatened or actual, against a person, or against a group or community, that either results in or has a high likelihood of resulting in injury, death, psychological harm, maldevelopment or deprivation. I lost my brother five months ago, due to gun violence. I still do not know why people kill other people it is stupid. My brother was a hard worker, young, and would help out anyone. To lose your life at the age twenty-two is just crazy. Even though, you can lose your life at any age..... for me I cannot help but think about losing two brothers who were both twenty-two but died of different causes and different years. Their death and being bullied has affected my life. Sometimes I get depressed because I wonder what will happen to me when I turn Twenty-two. I try not to think negative but I do worry about that. It is still unbelievable that both my brothers are gone but I know they would not want me to be unhappy.
Life its self will make you wonder. The most important things we ask in life is, "When will all the bullying and violence end?" No one knows but forever will I have memories of violence and being bullied. I try to express myself by writing because I cannot seem to verbally talk out my problems I have. So always remember it is best to say how you feel and avoid keeping it in to cause stress.
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